I just wanted to break out and rebel.

To just release all this emotional tension i’ve kept to myself for a long while. To just loose control and not care about the consequences. I just sat there, waiting for the right time for society to just brake me down and destroy me. I wanted to vent everything out, i wanted to be heard for once, wanted to scream out this pain inside. But instead, i just sat and waited for time to pass by. I decided to kept in all inside me. Worried on how people would judge me afterwards. I was to scared to be heard. I didnt want to be misinterpreted. So i just sat there. Regretting every flying minute of being mother fucking scared.