Control Freak

Yes, when things dont go the way i want it to, or it goes our of control, i’ll freak. I’ll break down, or freak. I’ll get pissed and just bark. I hate it so much, when something dont go as i planned. It makes me feel like i failed something, like to the max. But, then i’ll get over it and fix it right away. I guess im that kind of person, it’s a bad quality of mine, but also good. Bad in a sense, i freak out, break down, and start scolding people for not valid reason, but i apologize after of course, i feel bad for barking at them (Yes, my bark is worst than my bite.)