sometimes i just can’t make up my mind

sometimes i just can’t make up my mind. Which is it that i really am sure of? . I dont believe in love, long lasting relationships, commitments and try my best to escape; avoid all those kinds of feelings. If i were to choose, i guess fling over commitment. But sometimes, most of the time, i want all those y’know? Maybe i secretly do want all those feelings, maybe i want commitment? Maybe, i do have a little pinch of hope in love.